On the whole last week wasn't too bad. The St John's wort seem to be working and I'm not feeling so down anymore. It was pretty quiet on the children front - one major argument with M as he decided to play football for a friends team at a moment's notice, without consulting us, and coming home after 11:30 on a school night. We've had a few selfish moments today (Saturday) as well. Typical, but not as bad as normal.
Another silent treatment from D today as she'd got her heart set on going to ikea, and I said no. But its because I'd "lead her on". Stupid woman.
Relate counselling on Thursday was pretty productive, but we were discussing us-couple not us-family. Some good things came out which we're working on for the next couple of weeks.
And B has been strangely helpful over the past few days. Wierd....
D's feeling a whole lot better at work, which helps. This despite dragging me out of bed at 6am to take her to the train station. Some strange shifts. So I come home, go back to bed for half an hour, then get the kids up. But because D has explained to the kids that I was "feeling down" and they should give me grief - they're not!! Suits me fine. Did this 2 days last week with no problems, got it 4 days this week. Fingers crossed it will all work out.
And my job's getting better as well. All settled down now from the crap I had last year.